The Darker Side of Building My Intuition
I don’t often tell people the darker side of what it was like to build my intuition in the beginning. I knew I had this gift at a young age but was afraid to use it. Friends started learning through word of mouth that I could read people's palms and get visions. I was kind of embarrassed. I knew some people were really against it and I didn't want to offend anyone. I also didn't really understand how I could do this? I remember joking with people “I probably wouldn't believe it either if I couldn't do it” trying to make my skills seem more “normal"
*Side note: Is it a gift? or is it a skill? I believe we all have intuitive abilities but it is like a muscle that we need to build.
But it started to become a party trick. I hated it. I remember knowing I would be doing back to back readings. Wondering if the people were actually my friends or just wanted me to read everyone in the room? I felt like I was being used. It didn't feel like a gift, it felt like a curse and I became resentful. The day after a party, I would be in bed for the whole next stay so exhausted and depleted I couldn't eat or even barely lift my head.
I remember crying wondering why I had been given this supposed gift. I was in my early 20's and I had no mentor and no community. I didn't know anyone else that could do this work. That's why I shut it off. My body couldn't take it and I remember the next time I moved, I told myself that was it. I was no longer going to tell anyone that I could do this.
It was my secret and no one needed to know.
But my spirit team thought otherwise. They knew that I needed to do this work. The right mentor showed up. The community showed up and I was learning how to properly ground and protect my energy. Now when I do this work I go home energized and can walk into the house and have energy for the rest of the day with my kids. I finally learned HOW to be able to serve others without depleting my own energy and I am STILL learning! It never stops!
I have taken the past 20 years of developing my intuition and brought it into this course Intuitive Foundations.
So many of you kept asking me to please show you how to ground and protect your energy, how to connect to your spirit guides, talk about the chakra system more deeply. I would go late on a call pouring my heart out because I absolutely love this topic and love teaching what I have learned.
One day I said out loud to my guides after teaching at the end of another call “okay okay I get it!! I need to teach”
And here we are
Intuitive Foundations will help you develop the groundwork for your intuition. We are building the foundation so we slowly begin to build the framework of the house. It can be really scary beginning to tap into these skills and I want you to feel like you have the tools and the knowledge to start with ease.
I think of 20 year old me and wish with my whole heart that this course was there for her. But it's here for YOU and it's here because of all of you that is here!
Thank-you, and I cannot wait to be your mentor
There are two journey's with this course